Too real. Too real to sing a song or paint a picture.
A face. A smile. Glasses glimmer in teh sunlight.
Too close for music r for literature.
A mermory. A drink. A joke or walk or smoke.
No rhyme or phrase or melody
Can dwell upon, can glorify this memory.
How can a ballad sing this song?
No photo, no eye glimpse, can be this.
To be the stories told, the looks we shared.
The heart thumping fear and ecstasy. Bliss?
It scarcely grazes over how we fared.
Quick. Now. Choose.
No time left.
Think. Now.
Oh!
Gone.
Time the reaper
has come.
Quick. Now. Choose again.
Little time.
Once more.
Every choice. A little death.
Infinity. In a second.
Disappears.
Go. Now.
Another choice.
Another possibility.
Gone.
Living forever
wouldn't be so bad
If pigs could fly
And cows were mad
If buttercups rained from the skies
If people danced
Not asking why
Living forever
wouldn't be so bad
The sky would have to burn
with love
And dragonflies would dart
above
A thousand messages on
my phone
And friends would keep me
unalone.
Living forever....
I could get used to the idea.
Last night it snowed
Tenhundred thousand crystals fell
like frozen angels' tears
And no one saw.
Snow steeped the valleys
like the froth on the crest of a wave
and a child's breath upon a mirror
the glassy frosted lakes
And life went on. As before.
The white's dove's feathers coated homes
like the Snow Queen's everreaching cloak.
And slumbering flowers dreamt beneath its silken touch
To wait for spring's unwelcome song.
And we huddled closer to the fire.
Breath, misting, frozen in the air
And turned our backs on winter's waltz.
I am in love with the gypsy life
With the road that never ends
With the ship that sails with the morning tide
And goes where the wild wind sends.
I am in love with the roaming cloads
That wisp and change their form
Who wander through the cobalt sky
From dusk, to eve, to dawn.
I am in love with the rolling waves
That travel the tumultuous sea
In love wih the emerald verdant earth
Which beats in time with me
I am in love with the dusty path
That only the traveller knows
The long and winding road we take
A vagrant with no home.
For I would be a beggar
My home beneath the sky
I'd live in people's hearts and minds,
Like the win
As the canal drew closer the renegade nun could make out the shape of her lover, cloaked himself and standing vigilante on the canal side. No smile flickered on her lips now, this game was deadly serious. For this, the sentence could be no lighter than execution. Suddenly all the doubts of the last few months, intensified by the last few hours tumbled into her mind, frantically striving to keep calm she shoved them out, but her distress must have been palpable, for Francesco reached out, his gloved hands just missing as Maria stumbled, falling to her knees
he caught her. Sweet, sweet Maria, so unknown to the world, you will be s
Maria Marisa de Strozzi thumbed the ivory beads of her rosary, murmuring silently. Her lips moved in a steady prayer of forgiveness, whispering words that would remain forever unheard. She knelt on the cold stone floor of her cloister, facing the pale marble that enclosed her.
Bride of Christ.
Forced into a marriage with a husband she would never see, she thought, alone in her cell, cold, imprisoned. Though she begged for forgiveness, she would never receive it, just as she would never bestow it on her parents who had exiled her here. To spend an eternity trapped between polished walls and upon death to decay beneath her prison.
Nev
The way I feel... by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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The way I feel...
If I could live forever
I'd live forever by your side
Knowing that I'm always yours
as you are always mine
If I had all eternity
I'd give it all to you
Because I know it's not enough
The end would be too soon
If I were an immortal
And had no fear of death
I'd give it up and turn to you
To share my final breath
Any ideas or are we just going to stand here till Doomsday?
Of course it was Mandy who broke the silence. I mean, of everyone bar me, she was the strongest leader and the most practical. Martin was a fool and Forrest well, Forrest had lost it a bit. He was the eldest and not really as enthusiastic the rest of it. I suppose I could see why. Hed settled down a few years after hed left college and finished all his studies. Young wife, pretty, and one son, Dan, and another kid on the way. Hed come on the trip because Id asked him and for old times sake but he was a little lost when it came to the c
Crimson Blood
Blood. Crimson. Stains the sky,
The veil of death slips over the eye
Of many. And the horrendous battle cry
Is left unanswered by
The rattling of the steely guns,
The dark clouds blocking out the sun.
And the solitary soldiers on the battlefield
Are left as corpses, carrion.
That evil war, that harridan,
That now her evil gaze begun
To start the slaughter of the innocent
Would spread the rancid scar of death
That all these lands so strong and proud,
Will see and then declare out loud and with
A flourish, bend their knee to her
And acquiesce to her allure.
And as blood. Crimson. Stains the sky.
We are those but
Your gift is my sorrow by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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Your gift is my sorrow
Your gift is my sorrow
My sadness your joy
Where you lead I do not follow
Where you fly I only fall
Leave melancholy for tomorrow
Or grief will be your wings
Black feathers floating in the breeze
Red rain in harmony
The World is in my Pocket by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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The World is in my Pocket
I. Imagine this.
Own. Without a doubt
The World.
In all its petty glory,
It lies inside my pocket
Glassy marbles spinning.
Trapped tight within an oyster.
It rests against a phoenix feather that
I plucked in Eden, and the corner of
Pandora's Box.
And slips between my finger
When I reach in to find my Keys,
To Paradise.
Wolf of Winterfell by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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Wolf of Winterfell
And out of the woods
I saw the shade
And cried, I cried
"A wolf, a wolf, of Winterfell"
This heartless maid
Hath seen the glade
With crimson blood, too well, too well,
The silver hair
Of a princeling cub
Who'll bear the Crown of the North
He stood a proud and noble face
Who has born the weight of a King
The face of proud and noble grace
The bards now oft shall sing
He never saw the silver bird
Whose poison pierce did sting
And now the blue blood seeps the ground
That tragic sight unseen, he sighed,
Yet for eyes of mine
The crown he'll wear
Is a crown of tears
And a crown well shall he bear
That wolf, that wolf of Winterf
Looking over your shoulder by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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Looking over your shoulder
I saw you sing your saddest song,
Your painful lullaby.
I saw you try to right your wrongs,
Then hide away and cry.
I watched you when your world seemed dim,
The tunnel far too long.
The light you needed burned too weak.
And I alone stood strong.
I've always held you in my arms,
A thousand miles away,
To keep you safe and keep you calm,
Your dreams in disarray.
So let my footsteps echo yours,
My wings will hide the pain.
My hands will guide you on your path,
Let your feet find the way.
So let me be your guardian,
Until the day you die.
I've watched you close throughout these years,
I'll sing your lullaby.
The Gunslinger is here by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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The Gunslinger is here
A black and lonely silhouette
Crowned by the rising morn
He stands alone and resolute
Emblazoned by the dawn
The wind, it whisltles softly
It only stirs the dead
Ne'er a word has been spoken
For there's nothing to be said
His hands are hanging loosely
Dropping at his side
His big, black guns are ready
Someone is doomed to die
He stands alone unaided
Sun and wind against his back
His blue eyes sharp and piercing
It's not courage that he lacks
The widowmaker's in his hand
His opponent slow to move
The dead man topples to the ground
He's got nothing left to lose
This man they say's immortal
It's said he'll never die
But th
Silence
But for the ticking of the clock
And the thrumming of the rock
music that plays across the hall
Silence
But for the buzzing of a wasp
That struggles in the loft
For freedom
Silence
But for the whispers of his breaths
That echo less and less
As he's sleeping
Silence
But for the padding of her feet
In a steady rhythmic beat
As she paces
I'm sitting all alone
Waiting for the ringing of the phone
To break this silence
I've been waiting every morning
Since they promised they would call in
But there's silence
And its driving me insane
Can't they see that I'm in pain
From only silence
Every minute's like an hour
My
Like I said
I'll be there
I know you think that I dont care
But I do
Like I said
I feel your pain
I know you dont want to remain
But you should
Like I said
I've heard you cry
I know you want to say goodbye
But please dont
Like I said
I'll be your friend
You know you can always depend
On me
Like I said
I want you here
You're never cheap, you're always real
To me
Dont go now
You haunt me
Your hurt and neverending gaze
Will take me
And break me
Your footseps walking to the door
Your teardrops falling to the floor
Dont leave me
I know that you are hurt inside
Your heart is deadbut you're alive
Sou you cry
I call
Brave Warriors, each and every one
Who lie here now the battle's done
And though they fought harder than we
Another dawn they'll never see.
The sun has set upon their souls
Their ship has sailed to farther shores
We've lived on ot fight another day,
So we fight on and you must stay.
Brave warriors, who rest upon this earth,
And though they've gone we know their worth
They gave all they could give and more
And so we live, less than before
They sacrificed their lives for us
They did what they knew someone must
They died that they might set us free
From all this pain and tyranny
And so it chills my heart to say
That we must go
I know I'm damned by Empress-of-the-Dead, literature
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I know I'm damned
The water drips onto my hand
It sizzles and I know Im damned
I knew since I began to see
The angels and their 'chivalry'
I saw them with their frosty wings
And with their greatest joys they bring
A sorrow that cannot be seen
But by those who cannot scream
They stole my voice, they knew I saw
Their wickedness, and had before
I cannot tell you what I know
I only watch them come and go
I am their silent scribe, their slave
I'll take their secrets to the grave
They took my freedom with my song
I'm damned although I did no wrong
They are not angels for they have sinned
These smoky saints, these devils winged
I cannot speak out, s
One hundred thoughts
one hundred words
one hundred to explain,
One hundred now
one hundred then
one hundred times again.
One hundred ways
one hundred days
one hundred I have planed,
One hundred hopes
one hundred dreams
one hundred in your hand.
One hundred Nights
one hundred Days
one hundred spent for you,
One hundred ifs
one hundred then
one hundred left to do.
Last night it snowed
Tenhundred thousand crystals fell
like frozen angels' tears
And no one saw.
Snow steeped the valleys
like the froth on the crest of a wave
and a child's breath upon a mirror
the glassy frosted lakes
And life went on. As before.
The white's dove's feathers coated homes
like the Snow Queen's everreaching cloak.
And slumbering flowers dreamt beneath its silken touch
To wait for spring's unwelcome song.
And we huddled closer to the fire.
Breath, misting, frozen in the air
And turned our backs on winter's waltz.
I realized today I havent been on DA in about three months so I reconsidered ad felt that it was time I left.
Im still going to watch everyone so that in a while i may come back and see what everyone has been up to because I'd hate to let that go. But I have had so little time that i couldnt even check up on my account- never mind write or post.
So many thanks to all my watchers and good luck with all your art and literature- all the best for your prospective careers....
:)
Repetitive tags and total lack of time have led me to this. Two tags in one journal. (I was going to do three but got very lazy and realized i had to pack my bag before i go tomorrow). So have fun.
Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a JournalBlog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.
1) I travel a lot. Right now im in France and I'm about to fly to Germany. I get very sad when I stay in the same place for a long time. I need to be active.
2) I would
seeing as I hadnt updated since october.
Firstly Ive gone religious. Praise the Lord. Exams and shit are over.
MOving on.....stuff happens. We've had exams and results (some good some less good- i almost failed drama and got a c in chemistry. but who didnt get a c in chemistry?). We've had Christmas and a play, skiing adn my brother is now a qualified skiing instructor and damn am i jealous. I've gone to Paris to sing in Notre Dame and I have to write a play in a week. That makes me want to cry cause I have to work with someone who is about as useful as a dying doormouse with a mop up its ass.
anyway. I've been procrastinating this for age